Nov 21, 2003
music: Tori
mood: cuddly
Warning: This entry concludes that I am manic.
Or maybe I'm just better at grasping things and moving on. Anyways, a night of Fear and Loathing[yes the movie, no, not drugs] wholesome talking, and the highpoint: lots of warm cuddling and hair-stroking. I definately needed it badly. We're going to take this as friends right now, and I think that's perfect. Im watching him develop into a stronger person, as I introspectivly watch myself. C'est si bon.
Posted at 11:55 pm by WreathofBarbs
Music: -
Mood: crushed
You do this to me time and time again, over and over, and I let myself let you. God I'm such a fuck. Im stupid and naive, and maybe I am just a fucking little girl. Why would you take advantage of that? Take advantage of my emotions. Driving all the way from Toledo just to go to some dumb concert that you'd already seen, why would you mess with my head like that? Did you get some sort of amusement out of it? Am I just a joke to you?? To think that I have shed tears over you, more than once in the past.
Mind fucked.
Posted at 05:19 pm by WreathofBarbs
Music: Wumpscut
Mood: Sedated
Well, I just got back from Marge's funeral. It was very sad but very nice. As always, an Irish wake livens the mood a bit. I'm so very tired today. Don't know why really. Just am, I guess. A night of movies and sushie ensues..
Posted at 03:28 pm by WreathofBarbs
Nov 20, 2003
Music: Hanzel und Gretyl
Mood: Off
Talking to Josh on the phone..... But anyways. This is my fourth attempt at a diary. Im hoping maybe this time I'll keep up with this. I think maybe I can. , I really need something [someone] to talk to talk to right now. So maybe I'll make a new best friend or something...
Posted at 08:44 pm by WreathofBarbs
