Wreath of Barbs

Nov 24, 2003

traintracks

[later]

Music: Chevelle

Mood: Tired

Im so fucking tired! WHY! ::droopy eyed::

music: POT USA
mood: irritated at my spasming tmj

Last night was nice. Im not sure how I feel about it though. It was nice. I know that. But me and you. Hrmph. I'll run with it. I got my flip book done today. It's not what I wanted it to be originally, but oh well. It's still decent. After I get my Scholastic shit together I have to start planning my installation. Eeek!

Posted at 03:12 pm by WreathofBarbs
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Nov 22, 2003

Mein Reich

music: hanzel und gretyl

mood: indifferent

Work at 6 tonight. At least I'm in box. :shrug: I got a raise, btw. I'm making a whole, whopping $5.45 an hour! 6 more months away from $6.00!! I'm so broke right now its laughable. I really don't manage my money *at all*. I guess I see it as milking what I can, while I still can. Next year my funds will be long distance so, as my dad would say, "when you got it, flaunt it". [in reference to Georgia Football, I might add..] I might hang out with Josh before work. His curfews *suck*. They're really rediculous. His parents already seem to be willing to bend them a bit for me though..so that's pretty cool. I feel like I'm getting some sort of grounding again.

[later]

Earlier today was nice as always. lots of cuddling. appropriate for the time. goodbyes always seem a bit awkward, but maybe it's just me.*fuzzy*

Posted at 10:25 am by WreathofBarbs
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Nov 21, 2003

Later

music: Tori

mood: cuddly

Warning: This entry concludes that I am manic.
Or maybe I'm just better at grasping things and moving on. Anyways, a night of Fear and Loathing[yes the movie, no, not drugs] wholesome talking, and the highpoint: lots of warm cuddling and hair-stroking. I definately needed it badly. We're going to take this as friends right now, and I think that's perfect. Im watching him develop into a stronger person, as I introspectivly watch myself. C'est si bon.

Posted at 11:55 pm by WreathofBarbs
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You don't see me

Music: -

Mood: crushed

You do this to me time and time again, over and over, and I let myself let you. God I'm such a fuck. Im stupid and naive, and maybe I am just a fucking little girl. Why would you take advantage of that? Take advantage of my emotions. Driving all the way from Toledo just to go to some dumb concert that you'd already seen, why would you mess with my head like that? Did you get some sort of amusement out of it? Am I just a joke to you?? To think that I have shed tears over you, more than once in the past.

Mind fucked.

Posted at 05:19 pm by WreathofBarbs
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Funeral

Music: Wumpscut

Mood: Sedated

Well, I just got back from Marge's funeral. It was very sad but very nice. As always, an Irish wake livens the mood a bit. I'm so very tired today. Don't know why really. Just am, I guess. A night of movies and sushie ensues..

Posted at 03:28 pm by WreathofBarbs
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Nov 20, 2003

Page1

Music: Hanzel und Gretyl

Mood: Off

Talking to Josh on the phone..... But anyways. This is my fourth attempt at a diary. Im hoping maybe this time I'll keep up with this. I think maybe I can. , I really need something [someone] to talk to talk to right now. So maybe I'll make a new best friend or something...

Posted at 08:44 pm by WreathofBarbs
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