Wreath of Barbs

Dec 18, 2003

music: sarah vaghn

mood: depressed

blah, I feel sad today. I've been shifty all day and now I'm just feeling depressed. I can't get you out of my mind blah please just go away. If you hadn't changed..if if if if if if if if if if...

I'm really alone right now.

Posted at 08:04 pm by WreathofBarbs
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Dec 17, 2003

gifts

music: kmfdm

mood: tired

gifts: josh, carli, gpa, and curtains

Posted at 09:24 pm by WreathofBarbs
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Dec 16, 2003

music: radiohead

mood: tired

ack! I just deleted this right before I meant to save it. Lets see.. mom wouldn't let me go to school today because I'm still hacking all over the place, but It was all good because I still got to go and work on my photo project with Mr. Kimbrough. I'm alllllmost done. I just have to add plugs to the wiring, and put the 4 outlets on the 2x4s and Im set! Oh, I have to rewire the stuff a bit because the wiring doesn't cut it for now. So he's bringing in an extension cord and we're going to use that wire instead. But I'll be finished tomorrow, Thursday I'll get the slides done, and Friday I'll write the artist statement, with a bit of leeway for time. This Friday is also the theater's holiday staff party, and we're going glow bowling until 1:30am so that should be fun:) I need to get out and get the gift for my secret santa person but I'm B.R.O.K.E. and I've just borrowed a shitload of money from my mom for this project in photo... sooo, Im hoping they'll give me my paycheck Thursday night and I can get the gift Friday before the party. Saturday is ski club which is prolly going to be a bummer because Josh's stupid parents wont let him join the club, so I wont have anyone to ski with. The team is mostly freshmen and sophmores! :shrug: maybe I'll make a friend or something... [cheesball] damn.
[oh x-mas tree...] Nine days until christmas! arg!!

Posted at 05:21 pm by WreathofBarbs
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Dec 15, 2003

music: wumpscut

mood: good spirited

No shooting was done sunday, as my temp got higher and I was a lump of blankets on the couch [grr] so I guess I'm gonna have a no go at the second portfolio. I think that one would have won the key for me too... but I prolly wont win with the train project. :sigh: I know I put a lot of work into it though, and I like the end result so I guess that's all that matters. No school today, obviously, but I think maybe I'm getting better.(maybe its just the tylonol) But I'm down to 99 something, and I feel like throwing a party about it. I have to stop in to drop off shit today, so maybe I'll wear a mask or something, so noone else gets sick heh.. like the sars epidemic. I am an epidemic.. ohhhh..[trying to be rediculous] I talked to Bob last night, and maybe he was just giving me what I wanted to hear, but who knows. If he wasn't being facetious, hopefully things will cool down. We really did have a decent conversation too..:shrug: I'm just tired of putting up with shit, so maybe it'll get better. I know at the end of the day, I can tell myself that I've been a good person and I've been doing the right thing and handling things well, and that is gratifying to me. It keeps me swimming so I guess it works.. :shrug:

my little chub chub linus!

Posted at 11:13 am by WreathofBarbs
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Dec 14, 2003

sick

music: danny elfman

mood: angry

blah im sick i have a 102 temp and I have to shoot tomorrow and hang out and work and get shit done! ::explode::

Posted at 12:22 am by WreathofBarbs
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Dec 12, 2003

music: danny elfman

mood: good

I'm almost done with my project! YaY! For this weekend:

Friday: 6-cl Box Office
Saturday 10:15-6 Concession
pick up: 175" of chain
hooks
3, 10x10 pieces of glass
more Gasure Points
Shoot Jim and Xica sunday

whee.

Posted at 03:46 pm by WreathofBarbs
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Dec 10, 2003

Cooling

music: radiohead

mood: good

I talked to Mrs. B today and I feel soooo much better. I feel on top of things again. I can handle this. I am above it.

I wish I was a boy. A strong one, heh. It'd make my project easier. It takes me about two minutes to drive a nail all the way! I'm such a weakling heh. The meds my doc gave me are working so much better than the ones the ER lady gave me. I'm feeling better (yay) and Sunday Jimmy and I will hang out. I'm excited! Josh is coming to Glenoak.. that should be interesting. I hope he'll be able to stay on top of things. I have faith in him.
A pic of my unstraightened hair for Josh. I don't think you can really tell its not straight though.

Posted at 05:30 pm by WreathofBarbs
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Dec 8, 2003

wood

music: depeche mode

mood: down

I didn't even go to school today at all. It SUCKS I hate my feeble body. bahh. On the upside I got the wood I needed, along with some finish, frost spray, and bulbs. Hopefully this project will get finished this week. It shouldn't take long. It didn't take long to make one the other day.
List of things still needed for x-mas:

Fabric for typewriter cover(Grandpa)
Print of Silo and Cd(Josh)
8x10 frame and Linus pictures(Dad)
Purse and print(Carli)
Curtains

Posted at 05:56 pm by WreathofBarbs
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Dec 7, 2003

Grow up

music: tori

mood: sick

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tomorrow will be another half photo day where I go just to photo since my stomache is FUCKED up now. :sigh: goddamnit. ::ulcer:: I need to talk to Mrs. B. I don't want to bog her down everyone tells her their problems, but I need to get it out. I need her to hear me more than a lot of people.

Posted at 10:09 pm by WreathofBarbs
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love bunny

music: weezer

mood: happy

he makes my tummy feel better:)

last night was up and down seeing josh (s) was nice as always since we rarely get together.Hottubbing of course rocked heh. It was snowing the whole time we were out in it. Denny's was a bit hectic but tolerable. People there were nice so that was pretty cool. It felt good to talk to Josh(and josh) about... stuff... even though I embarassed myself. I feel a bit better today about it. Bad dreams, but a bit better. I look at it this way, without the letter I wrote, I would never have gotten the phone call and never gotten Josh's number. I'd still be thinking he moved and had some unknown number so..:shrug:

<---Josh+Me (post hottub)--->

teddy:sigh:

Posted at 02:22 pm by WreathofBarbs
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